Spiritual Kink

Baring it all before the mirror, as dawn softly puckered my skin, I was able to see myself clearly for the first time. And for the first time, I began to fall in love with myself. For the first time, I was more than enough. This is the story behind #MorningCoffee. These are the roots the Beast Goddess has blossomed from.

Like a Phoenix, I rose up from the ashes of the past life I had burnt to the ground. My wings stretched wider and beat stronger than ever before. Subconsciously, I grew to associate my newfound confidence and rebirth with a spiritual level of BDSM.

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"Do you prefer shooting men or women?" he asked as "Do you prefer shooting men or women?" he asked as we wrapped up our sessions and wandered through the woods, with rain falling on our skin. Hmm. I had to think for a moment. Because my answer for so long had been "women." The curves, the aesthetics of the female form. For so long, I didn't see the same level of grace and beauty in the male form. But coming out of the forest, I was thrilled with the outcome of these photos, feeling they were the best yet. A subtle celebration of human strength and muscular physique. I realized that at this point, male or female doesn't matter. A very specific physique matters, yes. But also - a level of confidence. Because when your clothes come off in the woods and you're playing and making shapes with your body, that's what I capture. Your confidence, the comfort in your own skin. Your light-hearted ability to feel awkward in your body and laugh at yourself. To accept your wholeness as a naked human in all your beauty. Naked in nature, exactly as we were meant to be. So, man or woman. It doesn't matter, as long as when your clothes come off, you're wearing your confidence with an appropriate dosage of humility. 🏋🏽‍♂️ Model: anonymous 📸 @thebeastxgoddess #thebeastgoddess
The only way to process difficult emotions, is to The only way to process difficult emotions, is to sit with them. We sit with the discomfort, the pain, the tears, the sadness, the anger, the fear. When we're trapped in a loop, it can feel like forever. And to feel these negative emotions for forever feels terrifying. To avoid forever, we give in to alcohol, drugs, smoking, coffee, tv, sex, social media, sugar, food, exercise, constant busy-ness. Rather than face the pain, we numb ourselves to it. We distract ourselves with cheap hits of dopamine. But what if there was another way? What if you could face your shadows, stare your demons directly in your face, free from the side effects of drunken regrets that your sober future self will have to deal with? There IS another way... Somatically speaking, it only takes 7 minutes to process emotion. The secret is that it requires stillness. It requires sitting in surrender to the pain that feels it's going to tear you apart and take over the rest of your life. But 7 minutes is all it takes. Perhaps this is why Shibari is so healing. Pressure points and power dynamics bring up emotions, and with your limbs tied together, all you can do is sit with whatever comes up. You're forced to allow the pain to rise to the surface, and at the end.... It has evaporated into the air. 📸 @know.how.studio 💃🏼 panties @lacelaboratory & robe @annajoycedesign #thebeastgoddess
Have you given yourself permission to show up in i Have you given yourself permission to show up in integrity with yourself? One side effect that I see within the confines of the b/d/s/m community is twofold, almost pulling from opposite directions. First, the compartmentalization of a lifestyle that is hidden in the dark creates an illusion. Which, yes, is the point. It creates a safe space to sink into a fantasy world, with your own rules that are free from judgment. But what happens when the narrative that you're creating overpowers the reality of your life? It becomes more important to uphold the identity you created, than to feel into your heart, what you know to be true, and honor the truth of your reality. The play that you are writing has taken over your life, and you begin to lose your identity and trust in yourself. Who would you be when you take away all the bells and whistles? (Or you know, whips and chains) There is a delicate balance that must be played between the different masks that we wear - and it's vital that we don't lose sight of our own face that sits naked beneath those masks, lest we forget who we were to begin with. Second, the narratives of the story you're writing risk leaking into other areas of life where they shouldn't be. Power dynamics reach their fingers beyond the agreed time and space. What once was physical dominance becomes mental or emotional dominance, which can lead to gaslighting and abuse. Listening to a mentor tonight speak about agreements and integrity, and thinking about how I see it played out with clients in their lives. How important it is to do the work to create a safe space within ourselves, FOR ourselves, so that we can keep the boundaries between fantasy and reality clear; and so that we can protect ourselves when power dynamics shift to become something that harms us. What permission slip do you need to write for yourself, to take the next step to be in integrity with yourself? How can you begin to trust yourself today? Trusting begins with knowing. You can run & hide but sooner or later you'll come face to face with yourself. And when that time comes... Will you recognize who's looking back at you from the mirror? #thebeastgoddess
How do we bring Sh!bari and other b/d/s/m topics o How do we bring Sh!bari and other b/d/s/m topics out of the darkness of the dungeon, and into the light? Romanticizing k!nk has been a goal of mine ever since my first Sh!bari experience in 2018. Finally, with this shoot with @by_kallarmannen 📸 and flowers by @biancasblommor 🌺 I was able to bring the vision to life, with Bianca weaving flowers between the ropes. Because when you push past the latex and the dungeons and the whips and chains, there are layers that stretch beyond the physical and into the realms of mental, emotional, and spiritual transformation. When se🥨 is removed from the equation, you have the opportunity to tap into the nervous system, have an intimate experience with your Self, and create the possibility to heal old traumas and wounds. It's been a while since I've focused on this project, but I'm re-committing myself to shining a light on the magic of power dynamics and the strength that blossoms from surrender. What are the most unexpected ways b/d/s/m has transformed you? 📸 @by_kallarmannen 🌺 @biancasblommor #thebeastgoddess
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