Spiritual Kink

Baring it all before the mirror, as dawn softly puckered my skin, I was able to see myself clearly for the first time. And for the first time, I began to fall in love with myself. For the first time, I was more than enough. This is the story behind #MorningCoffee. These are the roots the Beast Goddess has blossomed from.

Like a Phoenix, I rose up from the ashes of the past life I had burnt to the ground. My wings stretched wider and beat stronger than ever before. Subconsciously, I grew to associate my newfound confidence and rebirth with a spiritual level of BDSM.

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Have you given yourself permission to show up in i Have you given yourself permission to show up in integrity with yourself? One side effect that I see within the confines of the b/d/s/m community is twofold, almost pulling from opposite directions. First, the compartmentalization of a lifestyle that is hidden in the dark creates an illusion. Which, yes, is the point. It creates a safe space to sink into a fantasy world, with your own rules that are free from judgment. But what happens when the narrative that you're creating overpowers the reality of your life? It becomes more important to uphold the identity you created, than to feel into your heart, what you know to be true, and honor the truth of your reality. The play that you are writing has taken over your life, and you begin to lose your identity and trust in yourself. Who would you be when you take away all the bells and whistles? (Or you know, whips and chains) There is a delicate balance that must be played between the different masks that we wear - and it's vital that we don't lose sight of our own face that sits naked beneath those masks, lest we forget who we were to begin with. Second, the narratives of the story you're writing risk leaking into other areas of life where they shouldn't be. Power dynamics reach their fingers beyond the agreed time and space. What once was physical dominance becomes mental or emotional dominance, which can lead to gaslighting and abuse. Listening to a mentor tonight speak about agreements and integrity, and thinking about how I see it played out with clients in their lives. How important it is to do the work to create a safe space within ourselves, FOR ourselves, so that we can keep the boundaries between fantasy and reality clear; and so that we can protect ourselves when power dynamics shift to become something that harms us. What permission slip do you need to write for yourself, to take the next step to be in integrity with yourself? How can you begin to trust yourself today? Trusting begins with knowing. You can run & hide but sooner or later you'll come face to face with yourself. And when that time comes... Will you recognize who's looking back at you from the mirror? #thebeastgoddess
How do we bring Sh!bari and other b/d/s/m topics o How do we bring Sh!bari and other b/d/s/m topics out of the darkness of the dungeon, and into the light? Romanticizing k!nk has been a goal of mine ever since my first Sh!bari experience in 2018. Finally, with this shoot with @by_kallarmannen 📸 and flowers by @biancasblommor 🌺 I was able to bring the vision to life, with Bianca weaving flowers between the ropes. Because when you push past the latex and the dungeons and the whips and chains, there are layers that stretch beyond the physical and into the realms of mental, emotional, and spiritual transformation. When se🥨 is removed from the equation, you have the opportunity to tap into the nervous system, have an intimate experience with your Self, and create the possibility to heal old traumas and wounds. It's been a while since I've focused on this project, but I'm re-committing myself to shining a light on the magic of power dynamics and the strength that blossoms from surrender. What are the most unexpected ways b/d/s/m has transformed you? 📸 @by_kallarmannen 🌺 @biancasblommor #thebeastgoddess
8pm, and we begin peeling back the layers of unexp 8pm, and we begin peeling back the layers of unexpected intimacy with a knock on his door. A friendly hug begins an intricate dance between two acquaintances, as we begin to weave our bodies together. Our hands meet, clinging to each other as his feet press my body into the air. I'm flying, high on our exchange of breath, feeling taboo in the midst of a pandemic. For three hours, our fingers glide hesitantly over each other's bodies. His feet press against my ass, toes wedged between my hip creases. I fall forward, and his strong hands shape themselves around my hip bones. My back arches, and I fall back as his hands press down the front of my thighs. Again, I tumble down on top of his chest, and our laughter cuts like a knife through the sexual tension hanging in the air. I leave, still fully clothed but knowing that any future acro yoga invitation will be a dangerous temptation to play with fire.
Moved into a new apartment, and for the first time Moved into a new apartment, and for the first time living in Stockholm, I finally feel at home. 💕 Two balconies - one for the morning sun & one for the evening sun, eclectic furniture and decorations, and rooms filled with so many plants. 🌱 Finally, I can breathe. I can transition from surviving to thriving. Moving around every couple of months for so long has been a direct reflection of the state of my root chakra - survival, home, stability, and our basic needs being met. Er, or in my case, my basic needs not being met. The life of the nomad is an appealing one on the surface, but for so long I've been craving a place to call home. 💕 Despite that craving being met, still I've found myself running around the city to stay busy. I haven't given myself permission to settle in. That "permission" came in the form of catching a cold, and being forced into submission by the Universe. While there is one piece of mental toughness that focuses on grabbing life by the horns and meeting challenges head-on, we need to face our rest with the same stubborn mentality - prioritizing intentional recovery before being pushed into recovery mode in the form of illness or injury. I'm taking time each day to remember that it's okay to slow down. Even and especially when the world is running around on hamster wheels around you. Because, pssst... Here's the thing. When you keep running on the hamster wheel, you're not moving forward. Here's your permission slip to slam on the brakes today. 🌷 #lacelaboratory
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